procrastination is something i never get round to doing properly

. I have phases. I use the internet too much.. just random searching and chatting..
I have lots of things to do.. who says so ...
me
i do have some work deadlines, but i always meet deadlines so I am not too worried.
Life has changed recently..
new job... feel displaced , one minute teaching a class , next minute labelling exam papers...
children are challenging. I removed a metal pole from a child who was going to hit another
on friday a boy shouted in my face...( im going to punch you!) ... he didn't .
I stood my ground
tried to stay calm
sometimes its hard when faced with a class of 30 kids who simultaneously all want your attention...but won't listen when you talk.
probably need a change of tactics from the last place i worked.
But i do love it

Next week we have hired a cottage in the forest of Dean .. just the two of us ( well maybe the cat too)
Looking forward to long walks in the countryside. quiet... birdsong. pub meals...
probably rain...

Its complicated

unwanted?

I feel strange today.
I don't have to go into school today becasue my replacement is teaching my class. So i should feel great. yay a day off , well not exactly. I am writing up reports ( well drafts) to help her out when i leave. The head has said to stay away so that she can have the class to herself rather than them running to me every five minutes. I am not due into my new school until March 30th and don't know whether to ring them and ask if I can pop in on any of the Fridays or just to concentrate on getting ready > i feel a bit unsure and scared about rining my new school, but don't know why?
Anyway I have to go to Slough a bit later to do stats marking training tomorrow .... oh joy...
I think I will just get the reports done as much as possible and then call the school about going in !
I don't even know who I am talkking to ha ha .... this is like my mind on the internet ,

too tired

I am tooo Tired to write
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baguette injury

You know when you eat a fresh bagueete , but you eat so fast and it is so crusty and fresh that it takes the skin off the roof of your mouth .. ouch , but it was worth it

Aching all over

It doesn't hurt whilst I am cycling , but when i stop and rest ouch it hurts... so bad that I was unable to get off the sofa to make dinner. I went to bed at 8pm instead...
Feel a bit better today.
Off to Bicycle Basket Bazaar in a bit , need some food first though.
Feeling stranegly ok today did morning pages need to do check in stuff , apart from a nagging headache have done all the jobs on my list!

Good things about having no car

Can't just pop to the shops and spend lots of money
Might get fitter by having to cycle more
Can't stay too late at work
Can't take books home to mark
No insurance to pay or tax ... shame about the £600 i just paid on MOT though

Bad things
a bit tricky to get into work
Woverton station is a bit scary on your ow in the dark
Can't go up north or to dads when i want